the dance of my insides

so i was just thinking, i should join a sorority next year! that would be so freaking awesome, it would rock my world so freaking hard! i am having the most emotionally tramautizing day... but i dont know why... so let me tell you about it! so i was just thinking about graduation, and i started getting a little teary, so i asked myself "self why are you getting a little teary?" as it turns out, im so freakishly excitied that my mind doesnt quite know what to think so all the thoughts turn into liquid and try to ecscape through my eyes! crazy aye? so i was also just thinking about the boy i love and how he cant possibly know that i exist, anyway, when i start to think about him, my insides do a little dance right where my heart is! its strange i know...